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need motivation...

Gained back what I lost... Was doing so0o good & felt better while I was at it. Was eating apples & bananas, drinking brewed Lipton tea & popping Alcachofa pills [[appetite suppressant]] it seem to work. The weight loss was noticeable & loved it even though it was only 10 lbs in a week. Who knows it could have been water? Still felt awesome though less butter in muh belly :) Why is it that each time I get into a "fuck the world[[depression]]" attitude I end up wolfing down everything in the kitchen. Can't purge since I been caught once & the walls are to thin [[work is a different story]]. I want my motivation back. How can I get it back? I know it has to come from ourselves, but how? am lost :\
I want to be skinny so I can...
*fit into cute clothes w/o worry about a jelly roll popping out
*have natural energy
*be fit
*be like wow i have boobs lmao
*be able to smile w/ out my fat getting in the way
*see my neck & say bye bye to my double chin
am basically tired of being referred as the fat chick :(

Writer's Block: Snack attack

What food would you never put in your mouth for any reason, and why?
pigs feet... :S gross ...

Writer's Block: Between the slices

What's your favorite sandwich? Do you make it yourself or go somewhere special to buy it? What's in it?!
...toasted ciabatta bread, covered with cheddar mayo sauce, topped with red onion, lettuce, tomato, cheddar cheese, and a charbroiled beef patty...
How would you describe your life so far in a six-word sentence? How often would your 'life sentence' change?

...Lifez better upside down ...furrr surree!!... ;P
How has the Internet evolved to meet your needs since you started using it?

it cured my boredom while working graveyard shifts... don't know how else to put it... love it!!

Writer's Block: Memo to Myself

Don't feel bad for  n e one but yourself... Nd  Study hard dumbass ur gunna need it!! LoL! 

Writer's Block: Home Cooking

When was the last time you cooked for yourself? What did you make?
...today after work... ...made a turkey hot dog... with mustard and momz homeade hot sauce...